Suspended, expelled and excluded. That was at junior & secondary schools. Bullied, misunderstood and not wanted at home. Looking for fights, getting into gangs, selling and taking drugs was a daily routine.
It seemed like the only thing I was good at; the only thing that gave me credibility. At least with my mates I was wanted.
Not the best start I think you’d agree. This led to me being kicked out of my mum’s home and sofa surfing at mates until that went wrong too – it always does when you’re living on someone else’s turf.
I moved to what seemed like better times moving in with my brother first in Mundesley and then to Yarmouth after. But, my brother had a temper and was forgetful… so forgot to pay the rent and assaulted the agent when they came to our door asking for it.
After five years of wandering from one disastrous home to another (which included more friends’ sofas), I tried Empanda in Cromer. My thoughts were it’s better than living on the streets… but only just! However, this has not been the case.
Here I’ve been able to have a foundation from which I can build. In the past I’ve lived with friends and family and relied on them to keep a roof over my head. Now I can take the lead on my own surroundings and it’s more stable and more dependent on me rather than others. I didn’t think a hostel would give me the control over my own destiny but it has.
Don’t get me wrong – there are lots of issues that I need help with, but here I am dealing with them because I’ve got a base to go from; and because I’ve got people here who can point me in the right direction for help. When you haven’t got a home of your own, it’s always there hovering over you, a constant insecurity and worry; a constant reminder that your problem is somebody else’s too. It’s a weight that’s hard to put across in words, but in the past I found myself over-compensating for this, perhaps I don’t have to anymore.
Anthony – August 2017
(Update: Anthony has now successfully moved into his own flat from our Young People’s Services Project in Cromer)
Jim has been coming to the Day Centre for about twelve years, which was just after his wife passed away. Jim had cared for his wife, who had dementia, for many years at home until she went into a care home after he could no longer give her the care she needed. Jim used to visit the care home every day thereafter to sit with his wife until her sad passing.
Jim had an accident many years ago, which left him with very little sight. Because of this, he was finding it hard to get out and meet people and it was then that he was referred to the day centre.
Jim, who is 98, lives on his own. Whilst he has a regular carer, life for Jim is a lonely one as he is confined to his four walls.
The day centre has given Jim a new lease of life. He attends Monday to Friday, and travels courtesy of the minibus service. Whilst he enjoys the support he receives from the care team, he particularly welcomes the companionship that is so vitally important to him. He joins in with all the activities and it’s a pleasure to see him so happy.
As his health has deteriorated even further over the years, he is ever more dependent on the minibus to bring him to and from the centre. Without it, he would be extremely isolated with no means of getting to and from the place he loves and where he has made so many friends.
Jim thoroughly enjoys local trips out for cups of tea and the occasional trip to the seaside but without the minibus, Jim would be unable to go anywhere as the only time he leaves home now, is on the day centre minibus to see his friends.
When you speak to Jim his face lights up. He told us, “if I couldn’t come to the day centre during the week and without the support of the staff, I would more than likely have been in a care home a long time ago.”
My name is Sandra and I live in Supported Housing for adults with a learning difficulty in Attleborough. I was lucky to find a home with three friends that I have known for many years.
About three years ago, my sister decided that she wanted to be my Deputy, appointed by the Court, to manage my money. I didn’t want this because since living in Attleborough, I had learnt to look after my own money and bank account.
I told my Carer [House Leader] that I didn’t want my sister to take control of my money and she helped me to fill in a form for the Court of Protection to tell them this.
My sister would not listen so my Carer helped me to get a solicitor.
I told my solicitor what I wanted and why I felt I didn’t need my sister to look after my money. I told her about the work I do at Onward Enterprises [day services] where I help in the office with the wages, filing, answering the phone and taking messages, as well as working in the Factory.
I told her that I had learnt many things, even how to use my debit card on my own. All the things I didn’t do when I lived at home with family.
I had to go to a meeting with both my sisters and their solicitor and my House Leader and Service Manger came with me. At the meeting, I told my sisters that I wanted to look after my own money. Even after all this, my sister still tried to be my Deputy.
My solicitor helped me to find someone to be my Counsel, as the case went to Court. I met with my Counsel and told her what I wanted. I went to Court twice and had many meetings with my solicitor. I asked my Carer to come with me and she supported me at all of them, as well as going to Court.
At the last Court meeting, I got to speak to the Judge without my sisters being present. I told the Judge what I wanted, and I answered questions about where I live and what I do. The Judge agreed with me and said it was not in my “Best Interest” to have my sister as my Deputy as I appeared to be doing very well by myself.
I was very happy that I won. I feel very proud for being brave enough to stand up for myself.
Having left residential care in Thetford, Tilly was keen to live a more independent life and felt that supported living would give her the independence she so desperately craved. Whilst waiting for the right opportunity to come along, Tilly went to stay with her aunt.
Having heard about a supported living vacancy in Attleborough, Tilly visited the property several times with her social worker and key workers from Attleborough Hub (where Tilly attends three days a week) to see if this would suit her needs and to meet her potential housemate Patsy, who is already being supported by the Empanda learning difficulties team at Oak Trees in Attleborough.
Tilly fell in love with the property and the Oak Trees team worked closely with her Social Worker to facilitate the move as soon as possible.
Whilst arrangements were being put in place, unfortunately, Tilly became very ill and was admitted to hospital. Tilly was born with Hydrocephalus and the two shunts she had fitted in her head had become infected. Her stay in hospital meant the move had to be put on hold for just over a month.
Thankfully she is now fully recovered and following a short holiday with her aunt and two cousins, with help from the Oak Trees team, Tilly finally moved into her new home on 5 August.
I caught up with Tilly just a few weeks after she moved in to find out a little bit about moving in day and how she was settling in.
Tilly explained that moving in was a hectic experience but with help from Debra Bray, Services Manager at Oak Trees, her five bags were soon unpacked and it wasn’t long before she was feeling at home and enjoying her new independence.
She told me that her housemate Patsy was a lovely lady and that she knew her before they became housemates as they had done pantomimes together in the past.
With support from the learning difficulties team, Tilly is learning the skills necessary to live more independently, including budgeting; cooking; day to day chores, including how to use a washing machine, cleaning and ironing; gardening; paying bills; opening a bank account; looking for any part-time or voluntary employment; and generally getting used to the area she lives in and sharing a tenancy with Patsy.
Tilly is able to go out into the community and has been accompanied into town while she gets used to her surroundings and understands the risks associated with going out on her own.
Her favourite tasks include washing up, hanging washing on the line and housework, and her least favourite are weeding and mowing the lawn because of her fear of insects. Tilly is also becoming more proficient with her cookery skills and takes it in turn with Patsy to prepare the evening meal. But mealtime is more than just cooking. Careful consideration goes into preparing the weekly shopping list and menu planning each Tuesday, ready for the supermarket shop the following day. Tilly is rather partial to chicken, rice and plenty of garlic, so these are shopping list regulars.
As well as learning new life skills, Tilly enjoys spending time on her hobbies which include knitting, adult colouring books and embroidery.
Tilly attends the Attleborough Hub three days a week where she enjoys various activities and outings including the ’29 club’, where she spends time doing crafts and music; coffee mornings and indoor sports. Fridays at the Hub are Tilly’s favourite, when she spends time at the local supermarket doing the weekly ‘recycling’ run, followed by a trip to McDonald’s for a McFlurry and then on to the weekly disco where she gets the chance to take the stage to sing along to her much-loved One Direction.
When asked about her aspirations for the future, Tilly replied, “I’d like to live here for a few years to gain new skills, but I’d love to move in with my boyfriend at some point in the future.”
We all wish Tilly lots of happiness in her new home as she starts her journey towards independent living.